And I am not making any effort to study at all. Darn it! I'm lazy again these days. I should not be lazy for many reasons. Its obvious that if I don't study, I end up as a bum. *Bumming is not good at all!

Anyways, I posted a lot of pictures in facebook and multiply, for some reason is getting slower as time passes especially when it comes to posting pictures. Waaa!

Okay so am being random again: Doing the 25 random things about me survey :))
1. I should be studying BMA right now.
2. I like the song One Winged Angel
3. I need to breathe!
4. I like my new blogger template.
5. I plurk daily so that my karma points will go up.
6. First subject for the day is Current Issues with Rural-Urban Societies
7. Note: Print the pictures!!! :D
8. ARGH!!! Its this Saturday already!!! O_O
9. I have to present the Promo this Saturday.
10. I wanna play Ultimate Frisbee! :)
11. Suddenly, I have a craving for Doughnuts :))
12. 27 Days to go. :/
13. I like Theories of Personality
14. I hate English class
15. I am so HAPPY that I dont have Filipino anymore!!! :))
16. I recall that we had the highest score in our Filipino Paper. :)) *Proud!*
17. I Like Chem Lab
18. My Prof in chem lec has a weird Resemblance to my Physics teacher
19. Because of the weight of love, which hurts the closer the other gets, when our hearts were separated, that is when I call it freedom.
20. New Lanyards and Name Plates Baby! :D
21. It feels weird having no one to talk to
22. I will definitely be tired tonight
23. Waaa we will have a chem lab quiz tomorrow!
24. Can't I just sleep again!? :))
25. Its weird that I am still alive after weeks from school. *Stressed!*

I'm still ALIVE!!! Wahoo! :D And there is around 20 hours before my next class oh boo!

Okay so since I became a bit "dead" since school has been bombarding my life, I guess its time for another update (since this is one of the rare moments when I dont have to study or anything... BWAHAHAHAHA!!! I'm so weevil!).

Okay so school. School is Yuck. HAHA kidding. School has been on going for 2 weeks despite the epidemic of Ah1n1 around the world. 5 colleges around the university were closed since there are cases of the epidemic. *Extra vacation for those people. Boo!* Anyways, let's see there is Medicine, Nursing, Rehab Sciences, Engineering, and Accountancy. Yeah no more sembreaks for those people! :))

Okay on with my college. Well school is pretty much normal. I was sick for the next two days after the first day of classes which was not a good thing. I practically missed a lot of things. Oh boo for that! Psych subjects are namely, BMA, Educ Psych, and Theories of Personality. Minor subjects this time are Chem Lec and lab, English, SCL, and Christian Ethics. Psych subjects are FUN! I personally like BMA and Theories of Personality better than Educ Psych. Haha maybe I'll like Educ Psych if Mam Cess was the prof. but Mam Joy is also a great prof. :) BMA means Behavior Measurement and Analysis 1, for short its Behavioral Statistics. Sir Ryan is our Prof and he makes learning fun. :)) ducks from classmate's angry protest then my fave of all: TOP!!! Mam Vargas is the BEST!!! Even if her tests are Identification type, Its fine with me! :) She makes learning interesting. HAHA I'm a fan of Sigmund Freud because of her. If I discover something, she will be the first one in my acknowledgments. :))

Then we have the minors. I'll start with English. The last subject every MWF class. The most boring subject ever!!! And the time is soooo boring. I mean sleepy head na ako sa class ni mam. And she never calls my name whenever I wanna recite. She must be paranoid for me getting sick. Ugh! Then we have Current Issues with RUS. RUS means Rural Urban Societies, which means we have to be always on the news watching whatever is happening. If that is possible. Ugh! Then there is Christian Ethics. I personally find the subject interesting. What i dont like is the rooms. The room assignment is super ugly that we often have a hard time coping with the class. Having Christian Ethics lectures in a physiology lab is not fun at all! =( Then there are the Chem subjects. Chem Lab is okay and it really looks interesting! :)) and we have 2 profs there. But then they are really good in what they are doing as in O_O. Then my fave among the minors is chem Lec. For some reason, my prof being a "pilosopo" makes chem more fun and him having a CREEPY resemblance to my Physics teacher during 4th year high school is weird but at the same time funny. Think making jokes when you are not certain whether you will laugh or not. :))

3rd week starting tomorrow. Luckily quiz in BMA was moved. I had no idea whatsoever at all! O_O

ONE MONTH TO GO!!!

Awww man! It's already the last day of summer and I'm not that excited to go back to school! Anyways, its been a while since I last blogged. Yes I blogged a lot this month since days are dull. This is my last day of bumming! =(

But no, I didnt bum today like I normally do for the past couple of days. Ever since yesterday, I was hooked on a game called Plants vs. Zombies. Darn it! Why do i easily get hooked on this game?! I had to defend my house from zombies who wish to eat my brain. HAHA! =) Yeah so, I pretty much ignored Restaurant city for that. HAHA! =) Well i guess it's time to finally retire from RC and start the school year RC-unaffected.

Also, for the past couple of weeks, my left eye is giving me some problems so, we decided to go to Achi Julie's clinic for check-up. Even though it was far, super fun time there haha i wasnt bored. :)) Also, shobe had her eyes checked at first which shows a higher astigmatism rather than me. My eyes were also checked only to find out that my left eye has a grade which affects my study time and my computer time. Well I guess it came from the late nights of sleep and paperworks during second sem. Well that's a thomasian. So for short, i wearing glasses. Yes I have to wear then whether I like it or not.

This is what my glasses look like:




I leave it to you guys to guess what I look like with the glasses... HAHA!! =)

darn it i wanna play ultimate frisbee today! T_T

click to zoom! =))

to let go...

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sorry readers for being not in the mood. there are even times when I tell myself not to even bother with this but since there is the possibility that some would still continue to read this. well, i thank you people. well being sad must be something with 2nd year coming and not yet wanting for summer to end. I dunno.

well I guess the reason lies in the concept of the heart. yeah its the heart once again. no matter how hard i try to push thoughts of him away, it always kept on coming back. I just hope school can erase a bit of the pain i have right now.

by Within Tempation

If I tell you
Will you listen?
Will you stay?
Will you be here forever?
Never go away?
Never thought things would change, hold me tight
Please don't say again that you have to go

A bitter thought
I had it all
But I just let it go
Hold your silence
It's so violence since you're gone

All my thoughts are with you forever
'Till the day we'll be back together
I will be waiting for you

If I had told you
You would've listened
You had stayed
You would be here forever
Never went away

It would never have been all the same
All our time what have been in vain
Cause you had to go

The sweetest thought
Had it all
Cause I did let you go
All our moments keep me warm
When you're gone

All my thoughts are with you forever
'Till the day we'll be back together
I will be waiting for you

I don't feel like myself today. Argh! I knew I shouldn't have slept yesterday during the afternoon. Now I feel all groggy and tired and haggard! And stressed! I couldn't get a wink of sleep last night, I always end up waking up from some nightmare that I don't remember. I don't think I even reached stage 3 of sleep. I always seem to wake up every 2 hours and then I would sit up and then wait and ponder, and then I would lie down and try to close my eyes but then my brain would start projecting images of horrifying things that I cant seem to recall. Then I would attempt to soothe myself but then nothing still seems to have worked. Darn it! I would definitely not sleep late this afternoon. Its only a pain in the ass if I do that.

Anyway so instead of waking up super late today, my biological clock woke me up at around 8am. 4 hours after waking up at around 4am. Darn it! My brother was still sleeping like a log when I woke up and he did not have any trouble sleeping unlike me! That is so unfair!

So leaving that part behind, after taking a shower, my mom told me to go downstairs to see a nice surprise. My Aunt dropped by and she gave me a dress that my cousins picked for me.:) Awwww that's so sweet! *hugs to my cousins! :)and she also returned the magazines that I lent for my cousin who is going to celebrate her 18th on September. :) Whew! All us girls in Mom's side are having debuts whether we like it or not. Ugh! Oh well, I have to obediently follow the traditions.

I'll be back later! :) Tata! :P

I cannot believe that its almost 4pm. And worse, I cannot believe that I slept from 1pm-3pm! Darn it! First of all I dont wanna sleep in the afternoon no matter how lazy/ bummed I get! It causes me bigger problems in my daily routine!

There is one big problem which bring other sub problems with it: INSOMNIA! If I sleep in the afternoon, I find it hard to sleep at night. Period.

The sub problem that goes with it is: since I cannot bring myself to sleep easily tonight, what must I do? It's called boredom at night. I dunno what to do tonight since my sister is sick and still cant sleep in my room (cross out the late night talks). I also find reading too boring at those times (reading psych books just to finish a report at 2am is a major head ache) even if those are not psych books! Running the computer on a late basis isn't good for it especially since it has recently undergone defraging, and obviously, not everyone I chat with stays during late hours.

Oh darn it what am I supposed to do now?

Yeah like the title says, I'm using someone else's computer as of this moment. Well, I cant do anything since my laptop is defraging. I dunno what defrag means, maybe something to do with fragments. Ack! I dunno. But then like the usual me would say OH WELL! :) At least some of the emotional drain is gone. But i do feel a bit bad discouraging a friend of mine to take the same course as I am taking right now. *I should be encouraging my younger brothers and sisters in Christ but I discouraged them. ducks from flying tomatoes from the invisible audience

Well maybe its the after effect of being emotionally drained. Ugh! Oh well since I'm not that emotional anymore, I guess its on to lighter/ simpler things for now. :) despite the internet mysteriously missing from time to time, i had a short nap which were interrupted by a series of texts from Ruth. Haha! oh well she's the shobe I'm spoiling them. I tried to answer her questions as easily as possible haha she does text hard hitting questions, and I love her to bits for that. :)

My dad made me install a new program which is about cleaning the drive from all the excess unnecessary things. I did try the program on my laptop and woah, off goes 300+ mb of space in my laptop. Hopefully with that my laptop will function faster, and since defraging is going on I hope the laptop really functions to its full potential like it used to be. HAHA! =) tralalala! :)

Darn it the big day is less than 2 months. Luckily, my mom intervened and asked an old friend to help me with something I am super scared about. Its the ROSES!!! I'd better get started with this or else I could faint on the workload on this. Something tells me that July 26 will really be an interesting night.

*yawn! I shouldn't have slept a while ago! I would most probably turn into an insomniac tonight! Since Shobe is sick, she cant sleep in my room which leaves me to sleep all alone tonight. Darn it I'll be awake the whole night. If only I hadnt slept a while ago. Thank you Ruth for waking me up. :)

I'll try to blog back later. HAHA!! =)

I know, its not that often when I get to blog about my emotions. I mean if someone does read my "non-existent blog," they wont be that interested in this topic. I mean my blog is boring enough for some how much more my emotions. Gah. Anyways since no one practically reads this non-existent blog, better blog how this day became emotionally draining for me.

So a while ago was our YSC reunion, and wow the responsibility of the reunion was placed on our hands (our meaning me, Kutchi and Benj). At first it seemed like its impossible to really accomplish something like this. I mean Camp was already the biggest thing and reunion is like camp which is big also. The thought was already too much for someone like me. When the reunion started everything was fine, but when the games came, time was running out and the 3 of us wanted to keep in track of schedule. In the end all ended well, but something wasnt right with my emotional being. I felt depressed again for reasons the heart cannot comprehend.

I guess its the pain with love. Love seems to be out of reach for someone like me. haha oh well, like many say I'm too young for love. Fine I'll focus of studies once school comes. But maybe its better if we really are friends, I mean we see each other at church regularly and we are good friends. yeah friends, i guess that's all we'll ever be.

Because of the weight of love, which hurts the closer one gets,
When our chests were separated too far, I called it freedom

I guess letting go has been harder than I thought.

What does Russell Watson and Yiruma have in common? They are great Musicians!

Okay so for the past few days of roaming around the net, I discovered an old friend whom I absolutely adore! <3 Its none other than Russell Watson. He was the partner of Hayley Westenra when she sang Pokarekare Ana. Its hard to believe that he's 42 when looks like he's in his early 20's!



See! Super cuteee!!! >.< Its also hard to believe that two years ago, he had a brain tumor that had to be removed. Either way, I still love the way he sings the songs especially "Where my heart will take me" <3!!!


Then there is also Yiruma. Shobe was the one who introduced me to this guy and its all because of Twilight. I'm not an avid fan of Twilight or anything, but I'm the type of person who loves classical music even if its from Twilight. SO there with the song "River flows in you," I fell in love with Yiruma's music! :)) *did you think i'm gonna say twilight?! :)) no way!Edward Cullen was never my taste:))*
This is what Yiruma looks like:



Whooo go Yiruma! Support all the way! :)

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RC UPDATE!
School will be starting next week which means my Facebook time/ RC will not be as used as it was during summer. Right now, I'm trying my best to reach level 25 although i don't think it will be that possible.

Currently, I'm at level 24 i wanna reach level 25 but then its like 20k+ to go!!!

and here are the latest in what's happening in my RC:

Well I'm not that bored. I just dont have any idea what to do yet. I guess I'll be finishing the Praise and Worship songs tonight so I dont have any problems with Saturday night. I dont wanna cram it again :)) Technically, that 's what my blog is all about for today, finding something to do since I have been deemed bored beyond reason. Aww man. :))

-Ciao!

I didn't promise that i would narrate how my enrollment went the other day, but since I am a person who easily gets bored, let's get this started.

I woke up at around 6 in the morning and after preparing myself for what is to come, me, mama, and ahya went to school. It was already past 8 when we arrived and we parked super far away from the seminary gym which forced us to walk from Albertus Magnus building to the Seminary Gym which was on the other side of UST. When i arrived, i cannot seem to find anyone I know! So i was a bit scared that everyone could have already enrolled leaving me all alone with a lot of students from Educ. Luckily, i saw my classmate Mike, aka Espia walking around looking lost so i called him, when he saw me he just greeted me and then went inside. Instead of following him, i went to the boards to see which PE was left. Sadly, it was Social Dancing which was the only one with the schedule that I want*. With that i took a paper from the guard and wrote the code for soc dance. Boo me. I also saw Joyce and she took the same thing. Yey for classmates.

I went inside the Seminary gym and saw lots of students holding a contract like thingy. Me and Joyce were a bit confused on what to do there so I went and asked a student from Educ what she was holding. She was nice enough to point us to where we can get ours. After getting our copies, I read the front page only to realize that this was the exact same thing from last year. Darn it. So instead of reading the back part, I signed the waiver and the pledge to some stuff that didn't interest me. After giving it to the lady and having it signed, me and joyce went inside to have everything else done.

Inside, i encoded for my PE and guess who encoded mine, it was my softball prof from last sem. So since we knew each other, we chatted and i asked him to be my prof but he said that he cannot since i might get tired of him. Oh well fiineee! so i went to the next computer and encoded for LTS. Fine I took LTS despite having kids around. Well since i'm a psych major, its applicable. So when i was about to leave the platform where the computers are, i saw Jhen and she was laughing at how i looked like when i said soc dance.

Then came the part where I have to line up. At this point, I asked God for guidance as I do the waiting game because i was concerned with my ma, and ahya since they were waiting for me. So i waited in the assessment of fees which was quick and then after my fees were assessed i was told to go to lane 12. So when i arrived, the line was loooonnnggg.... around 20 or more people are in front of me. Instead of being pissed off, i waited and waited. And here is the great part: I was going through the list of subjects and imagining what life would be with those kinds of subjects when suddenly the lady in front of me tapped me and told me to look front and the person who was behind the tables asked my what my credit card was. i saw the line of people looking at me and the people in front of me moved to the left. So i said, Citibank. When she heard me say Citibank, she told me to go in front of all the people. Wow talk about answered prayer. So I paid my tuition in full and I encoded my OR, then had my ID sticker replaced.

now, as I look back, it was a funny yet simple experience on how God worked in my enrollment. Haha! below is the final class schedule for second year this time with the PE



Ciao! :)