Thursday, August 9, 2012

Tuesday and Wednesday, the rains have come and poured and yet, I am amazed to see the resilience of my fellow countrymen. I see that no matter how life gets tough, the people do not simply give up. In my end, I do want to help out because I know that I have been blessed but there are still people in need and for me, it is one of those opportunities to serve other people. In serving others I find that there is a joy, not just any kind of joy but the joy which will remind you time and the effort you gave out to help these people will be worth the hardships.

It's a terrifying experience to see the area where you live in become flooded with rain water. I guess what is more scary is that you know for a fact that it never floods in your area. Once you see the waters starting to rise, one may realize the seriousness of the situation. The possibility of the waters going in your home is terrifying but how much more when the water goes up to the second floor. Now that is more scary. After the thyphoon Ondoy, we did not expect this kind of rain to happen ever again. But no, this is the second time this has happened and yet, it is a storm without a name. That is terrifying.

For me, I see that there are so many windows of opportunity and yet I feel so powerless as to help because of my duties at work. I know work must not be an excuse to help others but I must make use of my time productively, maybe on the weekend I might get opportunites to serve others.

Anyway, work will start soon. I do hope for a productive and a positive day ahead for everyone out there. For my fellow Filipinos, keep safe and dry.


Monday, August 6, 2012

Hello! It's really been a while. I really don't know if some people read this blog but who cares? I want to start blogging again.

Well, anyway, yes it has been quite a while and now, well.. I'm no longer a student but I'm a working girl. Some of my friends even resort to call me as "Makati Girl." Anyway, I currently work as a Temp for HR. Not really the best kind of job (since I have no benefits and all), but hey at least I'm learning new stuff on a daily basis. I love the work I do because it is related to what I have studied for the last 4 years in college. I do hope and pray for a possible full time position in the future.

I think this is all I can blog for now. I'll try to get some inspiration somewhere..


Tuesday, September 20, 2011

wo xiang ni

darn I miss him, yet i know he doesnt anymore.. its too much already that its killing me.. :| *sigh* why is forgetting so hard? :(

Saturday, April 30, 2011

I love you

and I am afraid of losing you. I kept on crying lately and I cant console myself because there is no one to comfort m, no one to tell me that everything is going to be okay. I kept on praying to ask for peace but I cant find it. I feel so hurt, so tired and I want someone to tell me that you will not make that decision.

But whatever decision you make, for us, then I accept it wholeheartedly. Without any restrictions and anything else. I just want you to be happy with or without me.

Friday, January 21, 2011

as the title has said, i am too upset right now. many things has been happening and i dont think i can bear the ostracism anymore. its indirect but you can feel how much it hurts and the worst part is that i cant do anything because its as if everyone has decided. :( i just dont know what to do... i wanna scream i wanna cry i want to resolve this but people acts as if there is no need to resolve the issue. why wont people do that? is it because pride dictates them to do so? i dont want this i dont want this..

Lord, I need You. Help us, save us, redeem us. Amen.

Friday, December 31, 2010

*have a blessed year ahead! :) God bless :D

Love, Cia :)

Friday, December 17, 2010

body image issues

jealousy issues
the time of the month...

*sigh* this is too much for me.

i dont even know why i'm torturing myself over something which i am not directly related to in the first place... :| i dont know why i look at her fb profile, i wonder why i am not the pretty one. why i dont have the perfect figure. why i was born fat? why i...

and the list goes on... and on... and on until I just wanna sleep everything off... this is too stressful for me...

why am i torturing myself emotionally?
why am i not the pretty one?
why me?
why do i have to talk so much?
why am i fat?
should i start skipping dinner more often?