Friday, October 30, 2009

YEAH BABY!!! :D I passed!!! I couldn't have done it without God's help. :D Thanks so uch Lord for helping me throughout the sem... and best of all, I still have a REGULAR LOAD!!! :P I feel soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy right now!!!! :D

Even if I wasn't able to be a DL this sem... next sem, I will be a DL!!! *PROMISE!!! :D

my GWA is a FLAT DOS!!! :D But then its a shame that I wasnt able to get the two unos... :| OH WELL!! :D


Wednesday, October 28, 2009

In reality

I'm just too tired

I just hope Bora can ease even a teeny weeny bit of pain inside... :|

Sunday, October 25, 2009

never again

never again will i speak to him?
never again will i smile with him?

NO MORE!!! I dont want to! why cant i let go of the past. when all i will ever be is in so much pain!?


Saturday, October 24, 2009

Yeah I'm glad that its already sembreak. :) I'm just too tired these days to even blog about everything that has been happening.

To be honest, no matter how many times I already said to myself that I want to let go, my heart is one big stubborn piece of emotion. :| It wont let go, no matter how much I tell God that I should stop being selfish. It just wont have the courage to let go. Oh darn it I still miss him so much. I miss the times we used to laugh and argue even about the simplest things in life. I miss the times he used to really really bother me even when I'm studying for school and all that. Most of all, I will miss the times he used to listen and laugh at my nonsense which makes letting go all the more painful. I dont wanna hurt myself anymore because if I still force myself these feelings then the more it will be hard for me to cry and admit what has been inside me for the longest time.

I still hurt and I miss him so.