I promised myself I wouldn't cry.

I promised myself that I will be strong so that I can be able to smile once again

I promised myself that I will not tolerate any feelings.

I promised myself that I will not be hurt again.

I promised myself that I will forget about him.


But I broke those promises. I cried, I cant bring myself to smile, I tolerated the feelings, I'm hurting again

and worse: I still remember him...