jealousy issues

the time of the month...

*sigh* this is too much for me.

i dont even know why i'm torturing myself over something which i am not directly related to in the first place... :| i dont know why i look at her fb profile, i wonder why i am not the pretty one. why i dont have the perfect figure. why i was born fat? why i...

and the list goes on... and on... and on until I just wanna sleep everything off... this is too stressful for me...

why am i torturing myself emotionally?

why am i not the pretty one?

why me?

why do i have to talk so much?

why am i fat?

should i start skipping dinner more often?

*sigh*

damn.