and i am a total bum.... kidding! :p

so yeah summer is almost over and the rainy season is gonna start in around a week. this summer has been okay, i guess its better than last summer since i wasnt confined that much to my laptop. haha anyhow, i took driving school so that i can have the skill and i wanna go out badly! HAHA!! boo for wrong motives. but then learning how to drive is an investment :)

okay so i was at facebook and i saw this likepage: If you dont wanna ruin your friendships, dont fall in love. well i guess that's what i should do right now. its kinda of a selfish thing but maybe i should not fall for anyone. i should fall more deeply in love with God because He is the one who has been sustaining me throughout the times. :) throughout the joy and the sadness, God has always been there. the times i have hurt and cried over the smallest of things, God saw it no matter how shallow those tears are, no matter how deep I find myself, I still see God and its a comfort.

What else can I say? Its summer again and this summer is flaming HOT HOT HOOOTT!! :)

Okay i'll step back and share what has been happening recently.

1. GRADES!
2. Family Camp
3. Relatives Coming in
4. Schedules for June
5. DRIVING SCHOOL! :D

*wheew! long update! I hope I am up for it! :P heehee ;)

1. Grades!
-Grades were released the week after family camp! and all I can say is PRAISE GOD! :) God has been gracious throughout the school year even though my school year ended with a broken friendship. God has been faithful in helping me study for my finals despite my depression over losing a friend.
So here are my grades...

a big WHEW! :)

2. Family Camp
-Family camp is fun fun fun fun fun fun funnnn!! :) This year it was held at Caliraya Recreation Center in Laguna. It was like a 4 hour drive from manila to laguna. Traffic was unpredictable (lol), but getting there was worth it. It was 4 days of fun, hard-hitting messages, games, and weird friends :> weird friends are the best! :> and then i couldn't swim! :( BOO!!! then my roommates are not my family but with friends! YEEY friends! <3 and then, more bonding time with old friends... :) I suddenly wanna go back to camp hihihi ;p

3. Relatives Coming in
-Yep, my aunt is coming back tomorrow. Since she's coming back tomorrow, BOOM! Off goes summer cleaning this morning. It was exhausting!, but at the same time rewarding because one, there are 2 beds in my room and second, shobe's room is finally fixed from all the stuffs XD haha! messy room :P

4. Schedules for June
-June, ACK JUNIOR YEAR! OH MYYY!! How time flies! Next year its gonna be 2011! and 2011 is USTe's 400th Anniversary! Like YEEEEEYYY!!! <3 party party party! :) and i'm very happy because AAA!!! No more 7am classes!! :D whoopppeee!!! <3 I'll post the sched next time, when I feel like it! HAHA!! Yaiii Lazy girl! :))All i can say is that it was like 2nd year 1st sem sched... minus the 7am classes, but then my classes are gonna end pretty late :| aw boo! :( oh well! :))

5. DRIVING SCHOOL!
-Finally! But then I'll start learning how to drive by first week of May. And hopefully I can get my professional license by June. Heehee;p oh well let's just see what will happen after the next few weeks shall we? :P

and in all honesty i am not in the mood to actually blog right now. but for the sake of writing i will. well a lot has been happening lately and i sometimes i end up surprised that so many things have happened in a short span of time. maybe that is how things are, its too fast paced. maybe God is telling me something. I just have to find out what it is.

weeiiirrrddd!!! Usually by now, i would have written or ranted about something! D:

Oh well here I am what should I talk about?

With all the crazy things that are happening in our lives in regards to chemistry, I wasnt so sure when our schedule will be okay once again. Fortunately, last saturday, I finally got a text from the class president that we finally have the class schedule...

Mondays and Fridays, we say goodbye to 2 hour breaks as 1pm-2pm is taken by chem...
Wednesdays- UGH! 5pm-6pm!!! *DARN IT!

Click the pic to understand better.... o.o


There! I revised my class schedule just for chem... o.o

Theeennn for today, i pretty much studied the whole morning! O____O 3 subjects down, two more to go then I can relax for the rest of the day :)) Here is my things to do...



yeah the manhid part is about him :))

Change is inevitable but change is a really good thing, but it can also be a very bad thing. It can make me a better or a worse person.

Yet I dont want the kind of change that makes me a worse person. I know change is not easy especially for someone like me, but I know that change will help me become a better person in reality. =)

by Chris Taylor

*thanks to maidens of worth for sharing :)
http://maidensofworth.org/

I'm in the mood for a breakdown
A slowing down of all the things on my mind
That keep on trying to figure out how to pin You down

In desperate need of a shakedown
A blowing down of all the ways that I try
To talk You into a corner until You look like me

But when I finally see what You see
There's a symphony
I hear a symphony

Words cannot define
What it means to be
In Your symphony
In Your symphony

A long awaited let down
A burning through that's calling me back to You
With a beautiful melody of all You love

It's welling deep inside of me
It's springing out, the song that I'm meant to sing
So teach me the harmony to all You love

Hearts in unison
I'm drawn into Your love
Hearts in unison
I understand Your love