High school is nearing its end so I decided to take a high school survey to have an overview of my highschool years before I graduate. Aw. This will be sad! T_T

1. Anong section(s) mo nung High School ka?
♥ 7-justice, 8-Equality, 9-Nobility, 10-Service

2. Advisers?
♥ Ms. Ordinario, Mr. Ramos, Mrs. Salabe, Ms. Duhaylungsod, Mrs. Sun, Mrs. Shen

3. Anong club/org mo?
♥ JCA Praise and worship (7,8,9,10), JCA Minstrels (10)

4. Pinakamahirap mong Subject?
♥ math- GEOM!!!! XD

5. Pinakagusto mong teacher?
♥ probbably ms. O, ironic since she is a math teacher wahaha

6. Student Number mo?
♥ somewhere in the ID

7. Class Number mo?
♥ 18(gr7), 19(gr8), 18(gr9), 17(gr10)

8. Pinakahuli mong ginawang katarantaduhan:
♥ ahem! nung pinagusapan namen tungkol dun sa fil class. Like ms debbie said: kung may nagmura sau, tanungin mo kung ano ibig sabihin ng mura

9. Eh magbisyo sa CR?
♥ is taking pictures there included?

10. Naghihilamos ka ba sa CR?
♥ yah

11. Anong paborito mong tambayan?
♥ library (ang saya magbasa tska minsan pwd na gumawa ng assignments- NERD? hnde naman eh)

12. Maganda ba Grad Song ninyo?
♥ they are still working on it

13. May nakaaway / nakapagsapakan ka na ba?
♥ there are some but i guess not to the point where someone gets hurt

14. Sino?
♥ i prefer not to mention any names

15. Nag-vandal ka na ba? Anong ginawa mo?
♥ nope... never did

16. Ilang taon ka nag-aral sa HS?
♥ 4 years...

17. Sa canteen ka ba naglulunch o sa classroom?
♥ canteen

18. Anong kulay ng uniform ng teachers mo kapag Friday?
♥ blue one

19. How was the Prom?
♥ no comment as of now

20. Sino last dance mo nung prom?
♥ uhm.... errrrr

21. What do you do after school?
♥ quiet time, study, sleep

22. Ever cried in front of class?
♥ yup

23. Did you bring your cellphone to school?
♥ yup

24. Did you login sa Friendster kapag nasa Comp Lab?
♥ friendster, multiply, xanga, blogger, youtube... hahaha yes

25. May mga experiment papers ba kayo dun?
♥ san?

26. Sino palaging nagdadala ng food sa inyo?
♥ Vin-Elle

27.Anu-ano naman mga dinadala mo?
♥ candy

28. Kanino ka humihiram ng notes?
♥ ahem! classmates ko humihiram ng notes ko

29. Eh Calcu?
♥wala noh
30. Sino ultimate crush mo?
♥wala studying is more essential

Well, it has not been the first time that I asked this question. Its just that I miss him so. I know that I dont need to tell who I am missing. I miss him. I really do. Its just that I cannot let him out of my mind. Every once in a while, I would think of him, and how much I am missing him.

I wanted to say goodbye but there is something which keeps on holding me back from finishing everything else. I miss him yet I know that this will be one thing that he will never ever know.

Now that time may have turned the tables the question is will I ever see him again? If so will he still be my friend?

Only time will tell

Hey! Here is a list on what will happen to me and the events that will occur within my last 2 months stay in Jubilee.

Here goes!

1. next week we will be having our field trip. Field trips should be fun and far from school not near it as in half hour from school!
2. Thanksgiving services. We will have thanksgiving services for the foundation day. From the things that I see in school, I'm guessing Dr. John Tse will be the speaker for such events.
3. Foundation day fair. We will be singing Lupang Hinirang and then i will quickly zoom off somewhere else to hide and take pictures. haha Goal for that day: videotape the dance and place it on youtube.
4. New years and celebrations: the week after the foundation day fair, we will have 1 half day and 2 consecutive days without classes. What's the word? oh yeah... Whooooppppeeee!!!!!
5. JS turnover: what will happen? Well I dunno. Hopefully it will be just as fun as last year's XD
6. exams: my last exams in highschool. Time has really passed by quickly!Next thing you know we are all graduating!
7. graduation: the last chapter of my high school life. Will there be an epilogue?
8. graduation ball: is this the epilogue that I wanted? We have to wait til we find out! But I have no date...
yet.

So that's the whole list of the last events that will happen before I start a new chapter in life named college.8 more chapters of high school then its time to say goodbye. Aww... I wish that I will have a little bit of romance before I graduate. Who will be the guy? I dont know maybe even no guy at all.

Yep the image says it all! I am a Lasallista! Go Archers!!! Its sad I didn't pass Ateneo, nor UP. At least I already have one school though. Since graduation is just a mere months away, I can do at least a handful of things.

1. I Will pray and pray and pray for a miracle in UST! I really want to pass psychology! If not then I have no choice but to shift in DLSU.
2. Continue to do my best in the remaining high school years! Time does fly fast and I can testify about that!Especially when I have a warning letter from math and science.
3. Live out my Christian light as much as possible in high school. I want to shine for God to my classmates who are dear to me and who are like my siblings.
4. Enjoy the rest of my time as a member of Teen's Fellowship. Last 2 fellowship meetings and I will be youth next month!
5. Keep on praying for the salvation of my classmates! They need it in college.
6. Finish all the novels the school wants us to read (daluyong and great expectations).
7. Make a lasting impact on my high school teachers! Let them remember me as the student who made a difference!
8. Enjoy high school life! Enjoy Minstrels!

Goals:
1. By March, I should have made my final decision on which university should I go. (Either DLSU or UST- byebye UP and Ateneo)
2. Before my final quarter exams, I should feel at ease when I take my final quarter exams. In other words: have good grades!
3. Our plans to go to Fontana should be final by the end of January!
4. I should not be worrying about my duties as GS officer by March.
5. My relationship with God should be stronger than as of now.
6. I should have a class pic of minstrels! before the last meeting which means- BRING A CAMERA!!! XD

For me Jubilee is:
1. My 2nd home
2. The one I should thank because they brought me to God.
3. The school I will never forget
4. The place where I learned that I can be a leader
5. The place where I can sing freely to God all the time.

Well yah it is true that i have not updated this blog for more than a month. Well maybe it is partly my fault since i became a bit lazy in doing this and that. And it is already the second quarter so it means that the school year is in full swing. There are more seatworks, homeworks, quizzes, speech activities and so much more. Oh joy!

Yes in second quarter not everything is what it seems. There are also the times that we have to cope with angry teachers who despise our naughtiness.And then there is also CAT. Now CAT for one is important, but the training there is not as easy as it looks. But then there is also the club meetings every friday, my club which is minstels is fun but there are times I feel pissed off with others especially with the lower batch.

You know what? A while ago, we had a contest. We (seniors) did everything since 1st quarter and the juniors only started 2 weeks ago. Of course purity and solomon won second place but you know what is worse? Sun Yat sen a junior class won first place. Darn those stupid judges! They made us lose because we were noisy! That was the main reason why we never won! They only picked the first three teams to watch and grade properly and then do nothing else. That was how we lost!!! Damn those judges! If they knew what we went through they might understand but they only do what can make others happy. What about us?! We did all that we can but did they notice our efforts no! They must have been lazy lazy lazy to check us out! Argh! I can't take it anymore! this i s too infuriating!!! GRRR!!!!

In CAT after the contest, I mean EXACTLY AFTER THE CONTEST!!! Only less than 20 people includine me are there. I never went down, and I just sat there waiting for CAT to start since we have a quiz. So Ann Valerie , Nerrize, and Sir sanchez came and asked us to form our lines. Since we were so few we only made 2 lines. So when the others came up, those three let us sit on the bleachers, while the late ones lined up. Tsk! An Val was so angry at the outcome of husci so she angrily screamed at them for not even buttoning their shirts! Sir Sanchez gave them a whooping minus 10! While some were excempted (boo them!) we took the test which was easy as pie even though i know i will not get a good grade or even probbably fail, oh well. Whatever.

Now, as I sit here and contemplate of the loss of my class, i cannot help but feel a bit guiltt. Maybe if I joined there, maybe we would have won. Now all i can think is that it was all my fault that we lost the competition. I feel that if I just willed to sing with them, maybe there was a chance we would have snagged even third place. Now I feel hopeless once again. As if everything is against me. Maybe tonight i will sleep, sleep with the words it's all my fault.

This is getting depressing. I'll watch jigoku shoujo instead. And oh yeah, i hate sun yat sen people except, michael, and sarah and elysse. The rest- Grrrr!!!!
haha hopefully no one will nag me for the loss of the class.

Today is already July and I can say one very important thing! I will be turning sixteen by the end of this month. Wow! I really cant believe it.

Unit test in july just finished. Yahoo! No more written stuff for a while. But then I still have to take chiese oral exam. Big boo! Then I already recieved my unit test in math which is a bad grade!!! I failed my math exam!!!!!! I finally passed my physics test! Which was a big sigh of relief!!! I was so glad that I passed but I was practically bummed at the sight of my failing test!

Then today was another weird school day. The catch? We had 40 minutes per subject and we will be dismissed at 2:15pm. Good thing- YES! Hard to cope with- DEFINITELY YES!!!

The school had enforced the mandatory clubs. Though I can still join OSAC, we are required to have one interest club. I joined minstrels, which I really wanted to join since I was a third year student.

How can life be wierder? I am positioned between Sharlene and Carmen. Both of them really are attracted to me but I am so against girl-girl relationships. Should I start avoiding them or maybe I should learn to watch my back. *sigh* why am I always surrounded by those two. I dont wanna be with them always. They can be so wierd and sometimes, I would be blamed with them and I am so like screaming noooo!!!! Because my reputation gets ruined with them. Now you know why I really really really wanna be in college.

I hope that by monday, I would already have what I need in Ateneo. I HAVE TO PASS IN A GOOD COLLEGE!!! AS LONG AS I DON'T END UP IN A SCHOOL FOR LAZY RICH PEOPLE!!!

THE RANDOM QUESTIONS SURVEY
1) If you got to pick, what color would you want your eyes? blue-violet
2) Name one trait about yourself. cheerful
3) What song is in your head currently? Free by Hillsong United
4) Which foot do you kick a ball with? right
5) Name one pet peeve you have. cellphone
6) What, no matter what mood your in, automatically makes you happy? a text7) What's one thing other people always tell you? ang kulet mo8) Who do you talk with more, your dad or your mom? mom9) What do you do to take out your anger? punch pillows or the wall10) Is there anything hanging up on your walls? (Is so, what?): pictures
11) What do you wish you were doing right now? texting a friend12) There is a song that reminds you of someone, isn't there? What song is that? Break Away13) Do you wish you were older, younger, or are you happy with your age currently? well yah
14) You are currently craving for what food? chocolate
15) Have you ever watched a movie/TV show and was suprised because one of the characters seriously reminded you of yourself? nope
16) What character and from what TV SHOW/ Movie?:Spongebob
17)Name one food you loathe. Pork Fat
18) What color are your eyes and hair? dark
19) Interlock your fingers. Which thumb is on top? left
20) What is your favorite time of day? night time... sleeping
21) Do you have any mixed laterality in you? (favoring opposites of the body, such as right-handed but left-eyed)a what!?
22) Do you like thunder? yeah!!!
23) Describe your hair at the moment. magulo
24) Do you have your own computer? no... sana
25) Which hand do you wear your wristwatch on? left
26) How is your day so far? so bad... 1st day of classes