I know, its not that often when I get to blog about my emotions. I mean if someone does read my "non-existent blog," they wont be that interested in this topic. I mean my blog is boring enough for some how much more my emotions. Gah. Anyways since no one practically reads this non-existent blog, better blog how this day became emotionally draining for me.

So a while ago was our YSC reunion, and wow the responsibility of the reunion was placed on our hands (our meaning me, Kutchi and Benj). At first it seemed like its impossible to really accomplish something like this. I mean Camp was already the biggest thing and reunion is like camp which is big also. The thought was already too much for someone like me. When the reunion started everything was fine, but when the games came, time was running out and the 3 of us wanted to keep in track of schedule. In the end all ended well, but something wasnt right with my emotional being. I felt depressed again for reasons the heart cannot comprehend.

I guess its the pain with love. Love seems to be out of reach for someone like me. haha oh well, like many say I'm too young for love. Fine I'll focus of studies once school comes. But maybe its better if we really are friends, I mean we see each other at church regularly and we are good friends. yeah friends, i guess that's all we'll ever be.

Because of the weight of love, which hurts the closer one gets,
When our chests were separated too far, I called it freedom

I guess letting go has been harder than I thought.

What does Russell Watson and Yiruma have in common? They are great Musicians!

Okay so for the past few days of roaming around the net, I discovered an old friend whom I absolutely adore! <3 Its none other than Russell Watson. He was the partner of Hayley Westenra when she sang Pokarekare Ana. Its hard to believe that he's 42 when looks like he's in his early 20's!



See! Super cuteee!!! >.< Its also hard to believe that two years ago, he had a brain tumor that had to be removed. Either way, I still love the way he sings the songs especially "Where my heart will take me" <3!!!


Then there is also Yiruma. Shobe was the one who introduced me to this guy and its all because of Twilight. I'm not an avid fan of Twilight or anything, but I'm the type of person who loves classical music even if its from Twilight. SO there with the song "River flows in you," I fell in love with Yiruma's music! :)) *did you think i'm gonna say twilight?! :)) no way!Edward Cullen was never my taste:))*
This is what Yiruma looks like:



Whooo go Yiruma! Support all the way! :)

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RC UPDATE!
School will be starting next week which means my Facebook time/ RC will not be as used as it was during summer. Right now, I'm trying my best to reach level 25 although i don't think it will be that possible.

Currently, I'm at level 24 i wanna reach level 25 but then its like 20k+ to go!!!

and here are the latest in what's happening in my RC:

Well I'm not that bored. I just dont have any idea what to do yet. I guess I'll be finishing the Praise and Worship songs tonight so I dont have any problems with Saturday night. I dont wanna cram it again :)) Technically, that 's what my blog is all about for today, finding something to do since I have been deemed bored beyond reason. Aww man. :))

-Ciao!

I didn't promise that i would narrate how my enrollment went the other day, but since I am a person who easily gets bored, let's get this started.

I woke up at around 6 in the morning and after preparing myself for what is to come, me, mama, and ahya went to school. It was already past 8 when we arrived and we parked super far away from the seminary gym which forced us to walk from Albertus Magnus building to the Seminary Gym which was on the other side of UST. When i arrived, i cannot seem to find anyone I know! So i was a bit scared that everyone could have already enrolled leaving me all alone with a lot of students from Educ. Luckily, i saw my classmate Mike, aka Espia walking around looking lost so i called him, when he saw me he just greeted me and then went inside. Instead of following him, i went to the boards to see which PE was left. Sadly, it was Social Dancing which was the only one with the schedule that I want*. With that i took a paper from the guard and wrote the code for soc dance. Boo me. I also saw Joyce and she took the same thing. Yey for classmates.

I went inside the Seminary gym and saw lots of students holding a contract like thingy. Me and Joyce were a bit confused on what to do there so I went and asked a student from Educ what she was holding. She was nice enough to point us to where we can get ours. After getting our copies, I read the front page only to realize that this was the exact same thing from last year. Darn it. So instead of reading the back part, I signed the waiver and the pledge to some stuff that didn't interest me. After giving it to the lady and having it signed, me and joyce went inside to have everything else done.

Inside, i encoded for my PE and guess who encoded mine, it was my softball prof from last sem. So since we knew each other, we chatted and i asked him to be my prof but he said that he cannot since i might get tired of him. Oh well fiineee! so i went to the next computer and encoded for LTS. Fine I took LTS despite having kids around. Well since i'm a psych major, its applicable. So when i was about to leave the platform where the computers are, i saw Jhen and she was laughing at how i looked like when i said soc dance.

Then came the part where I have to line up. At this point, I asked God for guidance as I do the waiting game because i was concerned with my ma, and ahya since they were waiting for me. So i waited in the assessment of fees which was quick and then after my fees were assessed i was told to go to lane 12. So when i arrived, the line was loooonnnggg.... around 20 or more people are in front of me. Instead of being pissed off, i waited and waited. And here is the great part: I was going through the list of subjects and imagining what life would be with those kinds of subjects when suddenly the lady in front of me tapped me and told me to look front and the person who was behind the tables asked my what my credit card was. i saw the line of people looking at me and the people in front of me moved to the left. So i said, Citibank. When she heard me say Citibank, she told me to go in front of all the people. Wow talk about answered prayer. So I paid my tuition in full and I encoded my OR, then had my ID sticker replaced.

now, as I look back, it was a funny yet simple experience on how God worked in my enrollment. Haha! below is the final class schedule for second year this time with the PE



Ciao! :)

Whoo 3 updates for the merry month of May! Yeah! anyways, enrollment will be on June 1 and ahya just enrolled this morning. He's gonna be taking up LTS, and his PE is Table tennis (and my mind screamed: the prof there curses!*), but knowing what his PE was gives me a problem with PE schedules to choose. I hope there is still room for even handbell... Please! :) I also plan to have my Pe class during Fridays, so that it will be for my advantage. 9am PE's please!**

On the other hand, its official! The class schedule i posted before is FINAL! Here is an updated version by my classmate Dan.



Yeah it sucks, especially the fact that i have night classes. Oh boo to that! Will make another one by June with the PE.

On the other side, where i freely choose to forget about school, another thing pops up into my mind. We will be having a inter-Sunday School competition by which we will have to compete with other students in different classes. I'm kinda nervous and I have decided to start studying seriously only this afternoon but then the problem is that i'm still lazy to a certain point. Tomorrow, I will definitely study! :D

Lastly there is Restaurant city, a small App that has taken the whole Facebook community by storm. lots of pics here! yey! anyway, yeah since the April post, I have been hooked with Restaurant city and to be honest, i dont know how i got hooked, someone just forced me to play and now, wheeee!!! I'm nearing level 22! :D Go me Go me! :D The gameplay is like sims, you have to take care of your employees for them to work at their best. Then you have to upgrade your ingredients so that earning GP (gourmet points) will be easier and faster. You can also change the decorations to make the restaurant that can match your personality. Below is what my restaurant looks on the outside. =)



and here is what it looks on the inside:





and here is a zoomed version of some of the employees who work. the person who had me hooked is there! Find that person!




and last bout not the least, the cute vendor!!! HAHA!!! He may be cute but his products are too expensive!!!! =))



Okay so i think I'll stop here for now. Nytie and Tata! :D

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*as to what some people have told me
**since classes start at 2pm and there is no use going home after PE (mom doesn't want me to spend money going back and forth to school -oh well)

I was supposed to do this post yesterday but fatigue and depression suddenly hit me again. Damn you hormones! Anyways, since last week, i have been playing volley ball and at first i really didnt enjoy the sport, I mean there were some varsity players! But in those two weeks, i learned to love and appreciate the sport. :) Yesterday was the last time I played volleyball with my team, and it was the only time that i got a service right! Wahooo!! :D During those two weeks was also a time of pain since i suffered from bruises. My right arm is still sore from playing within the two weeks but now the bruise seems to already have disappeared! Yey! :)

So blessings truly abound in this summer. Despite the fact that i have stumbled a couple of times, i have been doing my best to maintain a close relationship with God. Blessings such as having to play volleyball, meeting new friends, and cultivating the friendship with them was worth the pain and the bruises in volleyball.

Its almost Ahya's birthday!!! :) Happy happy birthday from all of us to you! :D


Oh yeah and here is just something a bit random... HAHA!! I just took a psychologicl test regarding my concentration skills and well i think the results are pretty much normal... for me...HAHA!! =)

Tactics
Your results indicate that you use many strategies to help you concentrate. You may have a little difficulty getting started on and completing tasks on the rare occasion, but for the most, you know what to do to help you stay focused. Although this does require a certain act of will, there are ways to keep your mind on track and lessen the tendency to daydream. It is likely that you do use many of tactics, but may need to add to your repertoire. Keep in mind that they can not only help increase your concentration span, but also make it less likely that you’ll get bored, frustrated or distracted.

anyways i think i'll stop here for now... :)

Ciao! :)

Its the merry month of May. Which practically means one thing...

It's almost time to go back to school. Oh no!!! Going back to school has its pros and cons. For pros, first and foremost, I'm a Sophomore! Yey! No more Freshie treatment. It's getting kinda crappy boring sometimes. Next on the list is that there is no need to adjust to the environment of UST. Being familiar with a lot of places, i don't think i would have any trouble finding my way around. Hehe :)

BTW, I ALREADY HAVE MY CLEARANCE!!! =))

for the cons, first of all is my schedule. DUH! I dont wanna go home by 7pm and be at school the next day at 7am! HOW do i know what my PE is then?! better get a PE from 9am-11am on Mondays.

this is my POSSIBLE sched for 2nd year first sem



*click to zoom*yuck! O_o or maybe have a PE during wed or for the best solution sat PEs.

another con is that 2nd year psych means CHEM! Oh no! I already had traumatizing experiences with chem! I'm gonna need help from the Chem majors around church. or for the school matter, chem nerds in class! and then, being called atsi around is like *UGH!!!* I feel older! I might walk around in school and people who might see me around might start calling me: Atsi Ciarah! and my classmates might start calling me that as well. HAHA!! Paranoid! LOL!


C: C: C: C:

Anyways, enrollment will be on June 1. So Pe's are more probably less, more likely my choices will be super limited. And i will be needing a better PE. Mom still wants me to go for Soc Dance but i dont wanna!

Darn it! Why does College of science have later enrollments. There, even I'm affected.

I just hope everything will finally be sorted out by the end of the end of the week (meaning the writeup for family camp, the things to do, the reviewing of school stuff etc.)

and then for the last thing, I'm gonna start playing volley ball tomorrow! Ack nooo!!! O_O I'm scared actually but maybe playing the game can help me loose at least a couple of pounds off. :D

I'll end for now.... C: